The End of the Month... The End of the "Waiting Road"?

This time of the month starts getting to be the anxious time of the month when your log in date (LID) is close.  Previously Rumor Queen had predicted us to get a referral in March and then last month, she changed her prediction to April instead.  But, there's still a small chance this could be our month.   Our agency (Chinese Children Adoption International) has sent us paperwork to have filled out just in case, and they updated their website saying that the Chinese government had pulled the children's files this month for referrals.  To these paid workers, they are files to be pulled and matched with waiting families.  But, for a waiting family, it's a very odd feeling to wonder if YOUR child's file was pulled.  We'll know probably in about a week or less.  Until then, it kind of feels like right before you have a baby.  I have that restless, distracted feeling, and I keep finding my mind elsewhere.  Could it be soon we see our baby's face for the first time?  If it's not our month, hopefully next month will be.  Seven years is a long wait, but the last little bit really stretches out.  :)